Thoughts...

I've had inproper thoughts of you..it is so wrong, I know! It is so damn wrong..! I think I may be in love with you...it is so wrong! Isn't it?...I think it is, and I really want to ask you if you think it is...but I dare not ask you! Sometimes it seems like it..NO NO NO NOO!...I don't want to imagine that you may be in love with me! I can't afford to think that. I don't want to lose you...But still.. I want to try this out! I can so much imagine me and you, walking down the streets - holding hands - just talking, laughing and being a couple! Sometimes I imagine that we are. I know - it's wrong! But I do think that I have feelings for you...and then! There's the guilt that is building up inside me, for that other person!...You're the only one whom I can talk to about this subject! Why did it have to be you?...it seems so wrong, and I feel like a lot of people will hate us if anything happens... Though I don't think that there ever will be, 'cause I will never have the guts to ask you the question ''are you in love with me?''. I think we had a moment..or more, maybe? NO! Back to track...all I know is that you made my heart skip a beat when we were holding hands... It felt right. I don't know if you felt the same... I hoe, but I don't think so. But I didn't ask... So of course I didn't get an answer. Shoot, if you read this and understand that it's you, I'm DEAD!!...Sigh...s:

Well...NOBODY will know who the person is! 'cause I just can't get myself to tell anyone... I hope you won't ask...please respect the fact that I want to keep this a private matter, who it is that is. I don't feel like telling anyone. Sorry!