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Yes! I have a problem with my moodswings.
No! You don't have to talk to me about my moodswings!
GOD!...this is so annoying. I walked up the stairs to my room after eating dinner, real cheerful and happy! Then what happens?! I sit down, at my computer, pressing the enter button to get my computer out of slumber...my mood drops a THOUSAND degrees!! SHIT! I feel like a total idiot...! I don't know WHY my mood drops! It just does!! I could really use that can of ice cream my mom owes me, right now. 'cause I just can't stand this!
I feel like shutting EVERYONE out! Not letting NOBODY near me! I want to scream out to the world: MY MOODSWINGS ARE NOT YOUR PROBLEM!!! I feel like, not going to school tomorrow, but then my attendance will go down and I'll just end up getting suspended or something! SHIT! I feel like..crawling in a hole! I just can't...STAND this!
And also there's the feeling that you've given me! I feel sort of abandoned!...shit. You can just open up my mouth and shit right into it right now, and I wouldn't care! That deep down I am.
This sucks!

''I'm so deep into the shit
I can taste the earth''