Breakdown.

Last night I actually broke down, while I was talking to Nina.
We were talking about a subject which touched me very much. The fact that I've been flirting a lot this past fall in such a short period of time. It's a subject which I hate, because I dislike that person. Very much. When we talked about it, there was a pause in our conversation and I started crying. I said that I just wished I could erase that person from me. I tried not to make my voice too shaky, since I didn't want to make her worry. Even though I was really torn up. But of course she could figure out that I was crying. I don't think she quite knew how to cope, all she said was 'aaw cheer up!' and then she started singing a Danish song called 'Gi' mig et smil' and of course I couldn't help laughing. She's such a great person. How can I not love her?