Nina!

Two girls - one life - a whole lot of love.

Right now, I'm sitting in the livingroom with my parents. We're watching Bruce The All Mighty. Well, I'm not so much watching it. I've got my headset in my ears listening to Everything by Lifehouse. It's an amazing song, which I love so much. An amazing girl sent it to me. She took the time to write the entire lyrics to me on my cellphone. And that's quite a lot. Only because, I wasn't able to listen to the song, because I was with my friends. She's such an amazing girl! We've been going on for approximately two months. The 28th it's been three months. It's so amazing. Everytime I'm near her, I feel...complete. Like I'm whole. Whole, like I've never been it before. I haven't felt quite the same. The last couple of months have been quite hectic for me, when it comes to love. I've been through so much and I've felt like such a player. Now I've finally settled. Found a girl who makes me feel special. Like I am somebody, not just anybody. She's good to me. When I'm down, she helps me up and makes me smile. She always knows what to say. And her smile...oh her smile, is one in a million. The greatest smile in the world. So charming, like herself. When she smiles her crooked smile...oh dear. It makes the butterflies in my tummy twirl, whip, fly, flutter and whatever they can. She takes me to a whole new dimension. Whenever I listen to a romantic song, my heartbeat increases and I think of her. Lying in her arms, makes my stomach ache and I become dizzy. 

I want to create a lot of memories with her. Be with her for a long time. Yes yes, I know it sounds like a childish view on love. And it probably is, but I don't care. I love her, she loves me. Just knowing that is enough. Leaving her, would be like leaving a part of my self behind. She has such a big part of me with her. If she left...I wouldn't be able to take it. Well of course at some point, I would get over her. But it would take a lot of time. 'cause I really love her and I'm badly in love with her. She's amazing. She can say things that could be easily misunderstood, but then when she does,she gets all 'THAT'S NOT WHAT I MEANT, THAT'S NOT WHAT I MEANT!' and it's so adorable. And her looks get me high. I don't thin she herself gets how attracted I am to her and how hot I think she is. I fell for her, just like she fell for me. Being with her makes me happy. Maybe this love is new, but I can feel how amazing it is. 

Her hair, her lips, her smell, the taste and shape of her lips, the feeling of her fingers against my skin, the texture of her skin. The shape of her body. The shade of her eyes. Her soft lips against mine. Her tongue. Her humor-filled laugh. The way she whispers 'I love you' in my ear, before we go to sleep. The look she gives me, just before she kisses me. Her voice. The way she can make my heart throb just by looking into my eyes. Her fingers between mine. Her strong hold. Everything. I love everything about her. She's extraordinary. And she's mine!