Song of the day.

Okay. Todays song of the day is a very meaningfull song for me. This song is a song which I for a long time made me think of my ex. Well it kinda still does. 'cause it's true, for me at least. My last relationship didn't go as well as I'd hoped. I was really in love with her. And I really loved her. I would do absolutely anything for her. When she was down, I would do my best to help her up. Once when we had a fight and really hadn't been talking together for about a week, I spent almost 400,- to go see her and talk things through. Just to go home and still not being friends with her. And a week after that...she broke up with her. I felt like such an idiot. I really felt that I had done everything, I could. And then we started to hate on eachother. I had feelings for her for a long time and cried over her so many nights. Woke up from dreams that she was still mine, just to realize she wasn't. I would start crying again. Of course now all that's changed, since I've met Nina. But I still sometimes get an angry twist in my stomach, when I think of the girl that made me think, I wasn't worth loving. And I still don't know, what I'd done wrong last summer. I have absolutely no idea. I've sent her a message asking her, what I really did. But she hasn't answered. And I don't think she ever will. I will always be in the dark. But that's how that is. Everytime I listen to this song it reminds me of every angry thought, I've had about her.