Follow your dreams!!

Hi guys. Today when I was doing the dishes with my brother (our dishwasher is out of order right now, fml. -.-) I had some time to think, when we didn't talk. My thoughts? I thought about, how I always tell everyone else to follow their dreams, no matter what that dream might be. How they should just go on and be a singer, dancer, model, movie-star and even the smaller things like dentist or middle school teacher. Everybodys dreams are important. Everybody should do exactly what they want in their life without being afraid. Because we only live once, right? (Well I believe in reincarnation, but you get the point!) We gotta take every chance, we get! Like one of my favorite quotes say: 'Do what you want, if it's something you'll regret in the morning, sleep late'. It's a good advice to everyone. 'cause what's life, when we don't do exactly what we want? Take some risks. That's what I tell everyone else. But the fact is...I don't listen to this myself. I have something that I want more than anything else. Well that's not quite true. 'cause I also really want a nice family. But something I really want and dream about....is becoming a singer. I've wanted this for as long as I can remember and I think I've wanted it for an even longer period of time. Probably always. I've always had a special voice and loved to sing. People complimented me on my vocal. And I think I sound great too. Most days, haha! And I really want to pursuit this dream. But...(of course there's a but.) I'm afraid...so darn afraid. So many things about this dream scares me. You really need to just break through when you become a singer, otherwise you won't get where you want in that business. It's one of the toughest businesses you can get into, because there's so much competition in it. And then there's the fact that it's not really a family friendly business...I know, I should follow my own advice to everybody else, but it's just so damned difficult. Weird thoughts. But oh well! I'm still young. I guess I have plenty of time?